Friday, December 31, 2004

A new baby is born

It seemed like just yesterday. A new baby was born. Cuddling itself under the wraps of her mother. Leaving behind the miseries of another woeful stretch and taking forward all the gains of goodness, she was born. Born with a lot of promises, a lot of unfulfilled desires, to seek the sought after, to give the ungiven, to share the unshared, to hope the unhoped, to make herself better, to make her compass better with a hope of joy, to unleash an infectious aura of laughter, to bless the cruel to transform. As providence would have it, her path became not all that breezy. She trampled over every hurdle, bruised and battered in the sea of changes, her eyes bloated and dried, her heart beaten and sunken, mercilessly pulled either ways by the vagaries of the world, death and destruction being her daily cuppa. Short specks of brightness and smile amid all the miseries were but an interim relief. The goodness of the smiles is etched in her, but the sadness of miseries is what soaks her. She has lived through the trauma and died through her life, carrying the little smiles between her lips that nourish her heart. Today, she gets a reincarnation. A new baby is born again. And as she peeps her head out of her mother's womb, her benevolent eyes sees in the distant horizon the solitary panacea to all her past miseries - Hope. And she prays the hope endures with her all through her new life, as she gears herself to jump into the new ordeal. May the Lord, carry her through her challenges and guard her through all the treacherous paths she would traverse. May the world loft her to cheer. May her company solace the languishing tears. May the goodness bestow her with an indomitable grit. May she come out with a fulfilling smile. Bless you my dear.

Tuesday, December 21, 2004

Aham brahmasmi

Mujme Shiv hai.. mujhe me Brahma.. mujme Vishnu.. mujme Krishna... Phir mein kahe mandir jaaoon Dharthi ambar parbat sagar Jise mein chahoon usey mein paaoon Phir mein kahe mandir jaaoon Aham brahmasmi... Aham brahmasmi... Translation: Within me is Shiv.. within me is Brahma.. within me is Vishnu.. within me is Krishna Then, why do I need to go to temple The Earth, Sky, Hills, Sea I get whatever I want Then, why do I need to go to temple I am Brahman... I am Brahman... -- Lyrics from the song "Aham brahmasmi" Film: Kisna Sung By: Sukhwinder Singh, Alka Yagnik Music By: AR Rahman, Ismail Darbar Lyrics: Javed Akhtar A real masterpiece of music...!!

Thursday, December 16, 2004

Smart Alecs

Ram has this uncanny talent of reading the untold unseen meanings submerged underneath the unspoken words (whether spoken or not). Rini, I just came back after a long discussion with God on fixing up a day to embrace you. Both of us are very tired now. We shall resume tomorrow.

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

Here's an answer

There could be many a proverbial reasoning, for reasoning is but a line of thought. Thought is only a reflection of one's experience. Experience stems from the facts observed as it is, in conjugation with our myths and beliefs (and beliefs in myths). Beliefs, hacked and mouldered through generations, are as distinct as the persons possessing them. The siblings of the same family are distinct from their parents and distinct amongst them too. The truth of one is not the verity of the other. With the human psyche so amazingly distinct, its the best prescripiton for trouble to believe in reasonings of others. We do need to consider every view point, for every view is as respectable as its host, but there is a sea of difference between considering and convincing. If I convince myself of his reasoning without due consideration its never going to be long before I plaster my wounds. If I consider his reasoning and extrapolate my own experience and observe the facts in the lights of my experience, thats when I could do full justice to my existing in this world. Others reasoning are a good reference. But personal experience is the best teacher. If God Herself has to prove their reasoning wrong what could She ever do? If She revealed Herself as God Almighty, Queen of Heaven and Earth, and moved mountains to prove it, there are those who would reason out to say, "It must have been Satan". So, listen to your feelings. Listen to your Highest Thoughts. Listen to your experience. Whenever any one of these differ from what you've been told by your teachers, elders, friends or read in your books, forget the words. Words are the least reliable purveyor of Truth.

Thursday, November 18, 2004

It takes Two to Tango

I'm completing 2 years in Infy today. Congrats to Rini too on completing the 2nd year of her career. As I look back at these two years and introspect on where life has taken me, I stumble on a rather surprising answer. Two years is a damn lot of time. So much has changed in and around me. And yet there hardly seems to be any change. Vijay Babu called me up on Diwali night to wish me. So, whats so special in that..?? Despite he being in London, I get the feel of him sitting at Room No. 306 in his brown bermudas in Sangeeth Lodge and knocking at my door at No.303 to wish me Happy Diwali. Distance does not distance a few things.

Saturday, November 06, 2004

deepavali celebration in london

hi all, Two weeks b4 i worried a lot reg deepavali celebration... i thought that this yr i m going to miss it.. especially our crackers.. But last week i realised that i m not at all going to miss anything... yes, from last week itself people over here started deepavali celebration... in the evening london is looking like my town... we can see lot of crackers display... tomorrow a local FM channel is arranging deepavali celebration. myself & my friends r planning to participate in it. on deepavali day all the temples over here r arranging some fn in the evening.. most pbly we ll attend one of them... enjoy the deepavali, purchase lots of crackers (then only my town ppl can enjoy deepavali), use it savely.... inia deepavali nalvazhthukkal, vijay

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

Hi

Hi all Long time...No see. am cool... then sorry for using this public forum for my personal use...haha Kavi...get me ur mail id... MINE IS: mahendran@gmail.com ok. ok then c u lads Mahendran